Merdeka They..!

Sepatutnyer Hari Merdeka ni kita sambut beramai2 di tempat awam. Likely to have proper arrangement to surveillance each year. Sume mcm tak tau persembahan count down merdeka tu ada kat mana. (tinga kera besaq sgt..?)Mcm sambutan merdeka ni menjadi hak masing –masing untuk sambut. Bukan tanggungjawab kerajaan negeri. Lastly sume bertumpu kt Dataran Che Det. Ada la persembahan tarian. Tp sesetengah orang plak kata pertunjukan bunga api ada di Stadium Darul Aman. Which tempat yg nak pi nih..

Mcm Penang mmg well organized sbb tiap2 tahun pn bt count down dan persembahan bunga api kt Padang Kota. Mcm negeri tu je yg sambut meriah. Bila nk merdeka je. Sume dok plan nk bertolak pi Penang pukul berapa. (bg kawasan Utara ni lah..) Boring..

Last2.. sume kwn2 dok lepak kt kedai mamak Yasmen untuk sambut Hari Merdeka ke-51. Of course mek, Lady, bang Cik, Zack(zalia), Abg Saleh dan kwn2 lain. Memandangkan Yasmen ni dekat dgn Stadium mmg sesuai sgt lah melepak kt citu, katanyer boleh tgk bunga api..

Tiba2.. Pom..(letupan pertama bunga api..) Jalan still dok jem lagi. Banyak tak sempat nak sampai ke destinasi. So.. Mek biar je dulu.. Sbb dalam hati msti bunga api ni dlm 10 minit at least la. Sbb baru2 ni ada pertunjukan Tatu Askar kt Stadium yg sama bunga api dia mmg puas hati. Almost 10 minutes. So.. This is Merdeka Day. National punya event kann.. mesti la lama lagi.

Jeng..jeng..jeng selepas seminit bunga api ni berpum-pam pum-pam.. mek pn nak la tgk warna warni sambutan Hari kemerdekaan kt Alor Star. Elok bgn ja.. trus suasana menjadi senyap. Dan senyap terus.. dan terus..

Rupanyer mmg bunga api tu cuma tak sampai seminit. Aduie..!! What is this. Merdeka ka Hari Jadi sumbady.. coz hari jadi cina depan umah mek pn bt bunga api yg murah mcm tu gak sambut hari jadi dia.. So.. mek sambung je burger mek yg delicious itiew sambil dgr lady cerita titik peluh dia membela 4 anak kucing yg cute kt dalam Sangkar Okid. 2 ekor mmg Lady punya, another 2 is Ginger’s. Gated Community la kiranyer.. mybe lpas ni ada la cita ni dlm blog Lady.

Lpas boring tgk sambutan kt KL agaknyer di TV1 dan TV2. Sbb TV3 ada nightline je. Ramai2 bergurau senda di JC sampai la hujan turun. Tak habis lagi la cita Merdeka ni. Sbb kena tunggu CA balik dari Singapore pada hari tu gak. Mek dh janji nk pi amik dia kt Terminal.

After decision nak tunggu sampai pukoi 5 pagi. Mek pn nak melayari Internet kt kedai mamak. Salam Nasi Kandar penuh manusia mcm bt Sale Merdeka. Emm..

So.. putus la harapan nk melayari internet. Tak pe la.. lepak je kat Kenari Café, kwn2 pn ada gk dok lepas situ sampai pagi.. Malang lagi la.. Ex mek kaki racing plak lpak situ dan meng’conquer’ sume kwn2 lelaki mek kt sana. Nasib baik la Lady is another life-saver ajak mek pi Nasmer nasi Kandar.

Sampai sana je mmg banyak gak la org. yang mnjadi tumpuan of course la Ratu kita la, Lady. So.. mek tak makan hati pn. Coverage wifi dia mmg excellent. Laju gilas.!! Happily men internet. Sampai je pukoi 3. Ratu kita start ngantuk dh. Lagi pn dia kena rehat banyak sbb baru baik dari demam.

Another life-saver, One McD ajak lepak KFC. Wifi mmg dahsyat la situ. So.. sembang je lah sambil menikmati keenakan melihat org makan ayam. Mek tak mau lah makan unsaturated fat pagi2.. Lambat nk digest katanyer. Sembang dgn ngorat sedikit sebanyak trus pukoi 4.30 a.m.

Jadi mek terus saying gud bye kt KFC and start keta pegi amik CA.

Sampai umah je terus rasa ngantuk, bukan penat sambut merdeka. Penat seperti rutin harian bersama kwn2. Jadi apakah erti Merdeka Day.!? Just a normal day and not special nite. But on 31hb is a special day coz it’s a holiday.

From Rania Escova eyes to surveillance of Alor Star.

Daa~

Hari Pening Semalaysia..

Urgh!! Peniung-peniungs.. Dari pagi sampai la larut malam asyik pening jew.. Pagi jew dah pening dgn upgrading system tmpt keje mek. Delay keje sampai tengahari (tp masa 2 la bleh telefon kwn2 yg sedang bercucuk tanam) Gangguan gurauan la skit dgn kwn2.. bohring la dok bergelak tawa dgn kwn opis.. sampai gelak pn nk dekat2 melamine dah (didn’t used plastic anymore). Melamine mahal la skit..

Masuk tengahari dok “Kring-krong kring-krong” lpas system dh recover, sampai la ptg dok “Kring-krong kring-krong” lagi. Sampai balik pn dok ngigau angkat fon.. Tp yg syoknyer ari 2. Dari pagi sampai la ptg mkn free.. Wee.. breakfast nasi lemak daging rendang, lunch Nasi kandar Manzour, Petang KFC, mlm bapak I la blanja nasi DJ (as usual..), lepak dgn kwn kt oldtown free Ice lemon honey (sediap.. tp Wifi mcm P***)

Untung sabut timbul depa kata. Sbb dh dpt free Ice lemon honey katanyer. Meluahkan rasa gentar disaat diceraikan plak.. Aduie.. CERAI (kes pompuan dgn laki la.. bkn kawen dan cerai ala2 nyah iniew..) Mek ni dh tak larat bercerai kot sbb 2 tanya pendapat tangani stress cerai-berai. Haish.. bangun tdo je dh dgr masalah cerai org. Choii..!! Pening pala dok sabaq dia. Habis dok sabaq dia. Trus halau dia balik suruh pi peluk laki dia yg cute itiew… Emm.. (kaya plak tu..)

Berpindah la plak ke restoran Asmani kt jln shahab tu. Tgk kwn2 yg dok lepak sana. Ada yg dok pening2 ala2 mengandung katanyer. Tp ala..ala..la.. dh bercucuk tanam masa tengahari dgn Ratu Okid msti la dpt heat-shock. Petang pi masuk ‘bilik wap’ plak.. Emm.. panas la badan u ols. Tak pe.. ni la org panggil experience.. not to be afraid. Nti bila badan dh cool down ok la 2. Just need a deep rest.

Its good to be true.. Our queen has return to his own position in Alor Star. Emm.. mlm pening pala 2 la mek baru dpt update that she returned. Semua dh packing balik ke alor star. Cita pasal return ni. Sorg lagi la kwn kita dok melancong @ melachoq kt Singapore tak balik2 lagi.. Syok kata dia ayaq mineral semulajadi tapisan urina al-muqafafah itiew menyegarkan.. Eiueww.. tak kuase mek.. Nti balik kita interview ramai2. Very soon dh pn katanyer…

Dok pening2 serabut segala bagai ni elok la cuti2 Malaysia. Jadi dgn segala penghormatan Merdeka Malaysia ke-51 dh sampai. So.. dapat la cuti dari 30 August sampai 2 September.. Emm.. Rehat sungguh la.. Masa ni la dapat bersama kwn2 tersayang.. Muaahhh.. luv y’all..

Truly deeply Madly Luv from myself Rania Escova

Muuuaaahhh…

Daa~

Regular Health Mistakes

Truly confess that this is not my original scribe. I get this when we have a beautiful chat with some of my frens who is manage to finish their research on beastliness of life. And they found there are several mistakes we made when we are struggling to be beautiful.. hehe..

Some of the people might say that Dr.Rania is coming back to post some medical ideas. I am also not a perfect type to introduce this into my daily gesture. But this might change some person who really wants this.

Regular Health Mistakes

All of us make little health mistakes that cause damage to our bodies in the long run - simply because we are unaware we are doing something wrong. Here are some of the most common mistakes made by many of us.

Crossing our legs

Do you cross your legs at your knees when sitting? Although we may believe that this is the lady-like elegant way to sit, sitting this way cuts down circulation to your legs. If you don’t want varicose veins to mar the beauty of your legs and compromise your health, uncross your legs every time you realize you have one knee on top of the other. The best way to sit is to simply place both legs together on the floor, balancing your weight equally. If you feel like changing position, instead of crossing your legs, simply move both legs together to one side. As an alternative, you could also consider crossing your legs loosely at the ankles. This is a classically elegant way to sit, and is far better for your legs and your health than sitting with your legs crossed at your knees. – I do this. After this might not (for sometimes)

Not changing our toothbrush

How often do you change your toothbrush? Most of us wait until most of the bristles have either fallen off, or are in such bad shape that we'd be embarrassed to pull out our brush in public. However, since not many of us need to pull out our brush in public, we carry on with our frayed one until we lose it. Replace your toothbrush often. Damaged bristles can harm the enamel, and don't massage your gums well. If you find brushing your teeth a pain like I do, but know you must do it, you might as well be doing it right. Imagine going through the annoyance of brushing your teeth twice a day only to find out that you're damaging your enamel every time you clean your teeth. Also, use a brush with soft bristles unless your dentist has advised otherwise. –I’ve change it every month.

Eating out often

There are oils that are high in cholesterol, and oils that cause little harm and are better for your heart. However, no matter how light the oil is, it is never a good idea to eat too much of it. Avoid fried foods. Remember that in all probability your favorite Indian food restaurant throws a huge, HUGE chunk of butter in a tiny bowl of dal. Rita, who worked in the kitchen of a 5 star hotel, was shocked when she saw the cook chop a 500gm butter slab in half, and throw half into a Paneer Makhani dish. No wonder the customers left licking their fingers. And no wonder they felt so stuffed and heavy afterwards. Limit outdoor eating unless you know that you're getting served light and healthy food. – well my mother didn’t cook often at night. So I apply this as routine.

Skipping breakfast

Never, ever skip breakfast. Remember, when you wake up in the morning it's been around 10-12 hours since your last meal. Your body needs food now, more than at any other time. Eat a heavy breakfast. You will then be busy through the day, and the calories will get expended quickly. If you are trying to diet, eat a light dinner. Here are some more common health mistakes we make. Being informed and making a few changes can help make us feel a whole lot better. – Not me.. but some of my frens did this. Not to mention her name.

High heels

High heels sure look great, but they're murder for your back. This however doesn't mean you should steer clear of stilettos. Wear them, but not when you know you will be walking around a lot. Wear them when going out for lunch or dinner - when the only walking you will be doing is to your car, to the table, and back. Avoid high heels when you are going somewhere on foot. If you are constantly tempted to wear your heels, take a good look at your flats. Is there something about them you dislike? Invest in a new pair of beautiful flats or shoes with a low heel. Buy something you love, that you will enjoy wearing. If possible, get a matching bag. You will then enjoy your flats as much as you do your heels. – I am not wearing this much but its sure good on IQP, Miss World, Miss Universe, Miss Earth and mistake for everyday morning to nite.

Sleeping on a soft bed

You don't have to sleep on the floor be kind to your back, but do make sure you have a firm mattress. Although a mattress on springs is soft and lovely to sink into, it's bad for your back. If you already have an old bed with springs, you don't need to invest in a new one - simply get a thick wooden plank put over the springs, and place the mattress on the plank. Similarly, if your mattress is old and lumpy, throw it out and get a new one. Your neck and your back will thank you. The same rule applies to sofas. If you will be spending hours on a sofa, get a firm yet comfortable one. Sofas you completely sink into are not the best idea. – like sleeping and my bed is quite soft. Better change this.

Pillows
No matter how comfortable sleeping with ten cushions is, have pity on your neck and resist. Sleep with one pillow, and make sure it is not too thick. If your pillow gets lumpy, discard it and go for a new one. Get a thin pillow if you sleep on your stomach, and something a little thicker if you sleep on your back, to give your neck adequate support. – I’ll change this too.

Not exercising

So all of us know we should exercise more, but many of us don't. This is a health mistake we consciously make! And why is that? Simply because we refuse to admit the damage we are causing to our bodies by not working out. A number of people only start working out once they've experienced a warning signal. Don't wait for a heart attack to strike before you decide to opt for a lifestyle change. Make the change now. You don't need to train for the marathon to be in top shape. Half an hour of brisk walking three to four times a week will make a world of difference to your health. You could then increase this to forty minutes, four times a week - and you're all set. If you haven't exercised for a week, you're making a mistake. – my routine, 3 time a week in my bed room (disco dance)

Today's Message of the Day is:

Life is short. Forgive quickly. Love truly. Laugh often, and never regret anything that made you smile.

Truly love from Rania Escova,

Daa~

Ular Dalam Pasu Orkid…

Kisah ni berlaku dalam alor star la.. Zalia’s Orchid garden ni kian terkenal (canteek la nama 2.. Klass!!).. Dgr kata Khalsom nk join garden Zalia.. Emmm..

Ops! Tak mau sebut la nama org yg melatah tgk ular keluar dari pasu tu.. sebenarnyer ulaq tu pun takot la kt manusia.. gorgon katanyer.. kalau bleh dia nak call Ultraman utk selamatkan dia.. Insan yg lemah la katakan.. Cite ulaq dalam pasu orkid ni ibarat “Bisa diselindung oleh keindahan.” Indah rupa ka? Indah kata-kata? Bisa ni tentang mulut dgn perut busuk..!!

Al-kisah la ttg sorg kwn ni. Memori dia mmg baik. Tp dia dok guna tape VHS lg u ols.!! Apa nie.. where’s the technology. Tak seperti mek yg slalu tak berapa ingat perkara yg lalu. DVD calaq kataner. Data jd tersekat2.. hehehe.. As always..

Kita panggil kwn sbgai Mr.M sudah la. Dia dgn teman lelaki warga asing dia(Mr.A) mmg sama naik la sbenarnyer.. Tak bleh cite apa langsung. Pada tanggal 23hb August 2008 baru mek tau la perkara ni. Sbb perkara pelik banyak berlaku. Depan mata sendiri plak tu.. Uish.. Perkara mengejutkan itiew adalah.. Jeng..jeng..jeng.. Setahu mek, Mr.L bukan suka langsung dgn Mr.S. Pom-pang pom-pang ketok kompang segala bagai, sini sana mengutuk antara satu sama lain. Tup2.. dok semeja. Bertentang plak 2.. Uwek..! Dalam muqabalah kita org mesti dia dh hasut secara pelan utk bg deorg rapat. Nk kumpul geng. Mybe dia kata belakang mek, Mr.D, Mr.Z atau B.C. kwn dari KL Mr.S2 (sbb byk sgt la nma panggilan mula dgn S) rasanyer kurang la kot. Sbb dia tak byk la involve dlm perkara yg berlaku di alor star ni. Nk siap komplot ka nie..?

Mgkin kes dia sbb kt meja mek ni ada geng yg Mr.L tak bercakap. Tp rasanyer tak de la plak. Tambahan plak kwn baik sampai dari KL ada kt meja mek skali.. tegur je la. Trus dia dok kt meja yg Mr.L benci. Means ada Mr.S.. Ok. Stop wif this Mr.L story.

Berbalik pada cite Mr.M. Dah lama sebenarnyer dengar cite Mr.M ni rajin guna old story (from his memory) utk pecah belah kwn2.. Kt mek pn dia pnah bt cam tu gak.. Org mengata kt mek sume dia menyampai. So.. from there dh tau, (tp masa tu mek lembab u ols, mcm chocolate moist) Sedap la knn.. Klau kita dok mengata atau melawak berbaur busuk. Still dia menyampai.. Posmen Karat la org kata. Modus operandi cam ni, apa yg A ckp dia cite kt B, B ngata kt A dia menyampai trus.. Ataupun dia simpan dulu, bila smpai waktu. Dia pecah cite. So.. A dgn B renggang la. Dia ni benak ka hapa.? Kdg2 tu melawak la. Dia take it as serious. Boh ajinomoto, hidang. Apa dia..?? Busuk la sume ni.. cam ni pakai pi la perfume jenama mahal pn. Dalaman busuk tak bleh nk buat apa gak.. Uwekk..!!

Sume group dia masuk, mulut banyak cam murai. Tp cerita semua murahan. Cite mcm org tak ada otak. Otak Burung Ostrish ka.. Otak kecik dari mata. So.. Ni bukan batu api nama dia?!!. Klau ikut history dia tu. Blajar skolah Agama. Ustat dia terlepas ajar dia hukum dosa memecah belahkan org ka.? Mek bukan skolah Agama. Tadika pn dh start dgn Tadika Katholik, tp ajaran dia cam tadika besa la. Tak de la ajar “halilulya” kt kita org.. English lebih skit la..

Bitchy nyer.. Dia suka perlaga org dalam diam. Dia nk raih sume kwn dok dgn dia. Mybe dia dengki.. Usaha dia mencari ikhtiar utk pecah belah org. Dia dok canang org lalang. Sini masuk. Sana masuk. Dia dok kata org plastic. Dia lagi la plastic.. Sini Drama sana Drama. Perlukah.?!!

Tak sedaq2 lagi ka.. Katanyer nk kawen dh very soon. Tp dok berkepit dgn laki lagi. Tak plastic nama dia. Bullshit.. Paku dulang, dulang tak berlubang. Last2.. Batu yg serpih.. bukan mkna dulang tu kuat kann.. maksud dia dia tu lebih teruk dari org yg teruk.. (the best against the worse) Eiishk… Kotoq la rasa.. Jijik.

The best part of this happening. Skrg mek dah tau sapa dok rajin menyampai segala spekulasi liar kawasan ni. Mmg sungguh tak sangka la. Very ramah dgn rencana. Attitude zero. Bini dia mmg malang la. Sbb dh la ada hubungan dgn lelaki. Dah tu mesti segala perkara dlm umahtangga dia nti jd tayangan umum.

Not to curse.. Tp perkara buruk akan berlaku pada org yg selalu berlaku buruk pada org lain. Mek pn still menyampai utk u ols. Tp untuk kebaikan org lain. Bkn utk memecah belahkan.

Sekadar tegur Mr.M bila jmpa. Ok la.. tp nk bercerita. I think he’s not an appropriate place to tell all about. Sbb nti jd back-stabbing. Adoii.. jgn bila dh terhantuk baru sedar. Macam ruangan lepas geram la plak. Tp perkara ni mmg geram pn. Mlm tu dh la Ex yg mek benci lalu tepi.. Bowring.. Kaki fitnah (dh terkenal dh) dlm group Mr.M. Nasib baik la abg2 askar dok lalu kt situ. Sejuk ja mata memandang.. hehe.. Tak la tension sgt. Siap Mr.S2 dok rakam gambar sume askar 2.. Emm.. Noty..

End up story. Mr.M mmg celaka lah senang nk cite. Bila dia kena, melompat cam katak hysteria. Sume nk tnjuk dia baik. Org len sume jahat. Cite dia yg sebenar sembunyi. Tak sentuh langsung. Cite mana hala tak ada kna mengena,nk busuk nama org gak. Mcm B***.

Live from rania_escova@yahoo.com

Daa~

The Returns..

A nite with my good fren from SP at Salam Nasi Kandar Alor Star is a wonderful moment as he said that he will be return to Alor Star. Wah!..(This is a real emotion with no plastic thingies..) Well somebody will cry for his absence in SP onwards (I think..!!)

It’s a terribly shock that he’ll return and we can have some fun together. Notice that having a good quality frens is better than having a quantity frens with nothing. Emm.. Some people have their own perception. But I think, I’ll stick with this forever.

I am not the only one who is happy with this news.. Definitely, Wan, Zack(Zalia), Bang Cik, Man, Amy Mirza (as I don’t forget about her), One Baby and all other that he knew will also happy (maybe..)

Still didn’t know the date he’ll coming back to Alor Star. Surely we are happy with the words he said. Ahh..! so happening that we can shop together, karaoke, hang out each nite and conversate with fantasies and laughter all together.

A-hah!!.. Just heard from a fren of mine in KL.. I really don’t want to mention his name.. But others voted to be mention it. Well.. I just take the majority.. Sorry then.. So..! Safri will come back temporarily to visit us in short while.. I think it started on this August 23^rd till Merdeka Day. As I heard thru phone conversation between myself and him. And Zalia also agreed and he also heard about the same thing. Emm.. Back to the old previous promises that he made. Quite disappointing.. But my heart feeling can sure that he will be back on the date and not to break his promise this time.

Its just like Celine Dion is singing her song upon my ears. “Its all coming back to me”..lalalala… It’s a wonderful song. Hehehe..!! As not the ghosts coming back to me as well, just like in the video clip. Urgh!! Adrenaline.. Dup-Dup-..!!

So.. Hopefully we can all meet up together this end of August 2008. As previous happy frenship all time and laughter. Sometimes. I’ll just remember the said that old folks saying that “The wheel will spin back when the time comes.” Even though the period is not so long enough. Surely the time will come.

They are too many happy and bad news to hear till this 3^rd Quarter of the year. Well long journey to go. So.. Keep on happy and throw those unhappiness aside (just think about it for few second, then throw it..) Eat more vegetables and fruits to keep those fiber and maintain a good life..

Hehehe..

From the eyes of Rania Escova-Hafies (welcome back to Malaysia dear..)

Daa~

Moon Eclipse..?

Since the sky on that day is not so clear.. we cannot see the moon eclipsed. Me with my friends at KFC’s playground on that moment. Well.. Thanks to Fifi who told me this at the first place, and he told me to pray on moon eclipse on that moment. Well.. sorry dear Fifi, I was wif my frens at that time and I honestly didn’t know how the pray. Coz I never pray on moon eclipse before.

I saw once sun eclipse many years ago. I think it was when I was at high school. You know me, wif my temporary Amnesia. Struggling myself on remembering things. Well.. on that moment for sure Fire Benders cannot uses their fire skills (a part of Avatar the Lagend of Ang stories). It is a wonderful story which been introduce by my fren Safri who is away from me in KL. Fire Benders using Sun as their element to create power. And if this moon eclipse happened (I didn’t know although it happened, coz I don’t see it.) seeing is believing.. Surely Water Benders suspends their power at this moment. Quite a story. Huh!!

Ow.. about the moon eclipse.. sciencetifically it happens when the shadow of our earth hits the moon surface. So the moon didn’t shine its wonderful craters to earthlings. Emm.. yes, dear Miss Einstein. That is what I know.. but from other side of Hikmah is I don’t know. Only Allah know this. Amin..

Maybe The Al-Mighty tries to realize not to be over-reacting to so-called “Syurga Dunia”. Since Ramadhan is coming nearby. We perhaps need to comprehend and sacrifice a little time to Agama to ensure life is in a right track.

Not to be saying I am a Miss Obedience to Agama. I also not fully devoted my life with it.. Quite bad, sometimes. But every Ramadhan I will dedicate my soul to Him (hopefully this year..)

Emm.. childrens.. turn to the next page. Enough wif these Ustazah’s drama scenes. About this moon eclipse I am excited to see this. Coz I think, this is my first time to see this. Unfortunately.. Cannot be seen on that day.. Ouw.. hopefully I can see this in future. It’s a windy early morning. For me its too cold. Know me, wif my light Tee and jeans only.. I didn’t bring my winter jacket with full of fur on the collar (I don’t know what fur is that..) but surely wonderful on me. So I cannot stand much longer to see this clouds cover every inch of the sky (which also cover the Moon far from behind it..)

I just start my racing car and straight to home. Home sweet home.. starting my another nice cozy morning to play on my dream and hopefully not a nightmare.

Saying “Good nite Rania.. see u in the afternoon” hehehe.. (since Sunday is my another off day..) yahuuu..!!

So..

From Rania’s Eyes who cannot see the moon eclipse on 17/08/08.

Daa~

Stop it..?

Another day with another life.. its goes on like wheel. Confessions, apologizing, creating dramas, laughter, cried (coz of my sister had suffer a left partial palsy-I do cry) these all can be really real and can be only for generating scenes. Its hard to understand peoples around you. So many people I met, men, women, gays, lesbians and those people have their own understandings and believe. Socio-anthropology, emm.. Its definitely hard to predict the emotion. Some people are emotionless. This sometimes comes into me. Don’t know although this is a emotional absorption from peoples that I met. Two characters to be managed at one time are totally maddening. Inside and outside are two different characters.

I saw a Wall-e disney’s cartoon. It’s fun. That robot should be a directive machine and the story is about a machine that has the emotion. I just feel that the story just teased me. It’s a great story. Some that I met; they just said that me is just like a robot. That is so not right. I do struggle my life to understand what I want for my life. While, thanks to god that drives me into something really keeps me busy and not trying to understand my meaning of existence.

Having no freedom life to upgrade into what I want is too depressing. But this upgrading is not to have something odd, Ops..! Like having a breast or vagina. Its just a little creative who I would like say to put a little attraction to my body. Not a tattoo. It’s an outfit morning to night. Do I have to get the approval for someone to be what’s on my body? No.. No more.

We’ve been talking about this for several years ago. And this all of those agreements are coming back. Stabbing on me. Ow..! Please. Stop this.. Stop.

What color I should wear. What type of jeans or slack to be on this days? Give me a little freedom to my life. Its just an outfit dear. Not to my fleshy body.

That’s the reason why I just love to be single. Some of people just came into my live saying that “as friend” and give directions. Ok.. At first, yes a little obedience to make some of agreements. Then.. Its just making worse. Like GPS locater, to observe where I am.? This makes me to be a cheater. I don’t want these cheating scenes on my diary.

Alright.. enough. Take a deep breath.. Fuh!!.. Push..!

I love my life like you love yours… Oww.. For improvement on my days, I just love to watch Rachel Ray and Martha Steward Shows. They just great. That is not a reason why I am sleeping after Buletin Utama to catch up these shows. Its because of my tired day long at work.

Last word..

Bye..

Sincerely From Bottom heart of Rania..

Daa~

Dramathon..

Dramathon..? promotion rancangan TV3 ka nih.. Haih rania oi.. dapat bayaran ka ni..? Emm.. tak dapat aih.. Scene Dramathon skrg ni mnjadi2 la.

Maksud Dramathon ni sempena Olympic 2008 Beijing la kot. Kat Beijing dok kalut dgn Gold Medal (well first Gold medal dpt kt USA-acara apa pn mek tak review) Tp kt alor star ni plak starting acara Dramathon. Drama sapa paling meletup dia yg first dapat “Gold Medal.”

Ada yg drama sakit sana sini, ada yg drama nak pengsan tmpat crowded, ada yg drama2 olskool di beri nafas baru sampai ada artis (Izwan Pilus) call me to know about new story yg dia dok dgr2 pasal this dramatic scenes happening. Mungkin gak he just guessing. Well, mek jawab dgn tenang jew “nothing serious happening here”(mungkin lali dgn mamun tido kot kann..) sekali la dia ajak tgk dia bt show kt Carnival di SP and at UUM pada 11 Ogos 2008.

Melalut la plak.. Anyway congratulation Izwan, Rezeki!!. Berbalik kita dgn Dramathon..! Urgh! Drama..Drama..Drama.. (hadik2 sgt sinonim dgn perkara nih..)

Drama olskool sakit menjerit2 kelupoq kt depan org ramai dh letak tepi dh.. sbb too olskool. Ramai dh tau taktik ‘dia’ for attract people (sbenarnyer dia nk sorg je yg tgk pn) Drama zaman VHS pn skrg dh tak laku.. dok la menyampai kt org katanyer cite yg lama2 berulang kt dia. Sbb nk raih undi kwn2 masuk belah dia. Kutip cite2 lama bt Remix. Jual.. sesetengah yg dh bosan dgn ‘lyric’ tu dgr je la.

Ada yg Drama katanyer tgh crisis dgn kwn ni.. tp tup2.. dok menyembang baik pnya kt kdai makan. Dok bertampaq bahu plak. Aiyoh!! Sungguh Dramatis. Talam Plastik sgt.! Boleh la dapat “Silver Medal” and complimentary Silverbird chocolate Cake for gossiping kt kedai2 mkn nanti.

Tp paling meletup Drama kali ni.. adalah jatuh kepada Drama “Kekasihku (katanyer la..) bukan Kekasihku” (sambungan dari cite ‘anakku bukan anakku’.. hehe..). bawak merata alam la laki ni, katanyer ‘Laki’ dia. Tp satu alor star je la. Nak bg ada effect dramatic lg. bg bawak keta ‘dia’ la. Bila laki tu bawak keta sah la org kata Laki dia la tu.. Emm.. Driver sja.. tak lebih dari tu pn.. Tp sbenarnye still olskool drama diberi nafas baru. But utk ‘dia’ bg la Gold Medal sbb usaha dia atur cite 2 dgn gigihnyer smpi byk penonton percaya (tak tau la kot2 voters pn drama buat2 percaya..) each person have their own perception.

So.. kes suap ke jd volunteer ke.. janji drama dok dalam Boxoffice (disebut2 la..) It’s a type of self branding. What so ever.. klau pecah lubang.. Malu. Apa2 pn keep competing dramas. Who cares, end of the days, back to the producers. Pull out your phones and vote..

From rania’s zooming eyes..

Daa~

Happier life..

Sapa kata jd janda tak syok.. sonok la.. boleh demanding. Free care life. No boundaries (a small rules from my ex is still valid)-jgn marah yee dear Hafis. Kluar mkn kwn blanja, mnum pn kdg2 kwn belanja, karaoke kwn belanja (tp I cuma amik 1-2 lagu je la) org kata participating event. Kdg2 rasa 24 hours per day cam tak cukup jer. But I still remember, limit at 3 a.m as we agreed.

Schedule skrg pn byk dgn shopping..shopping..shopping. kwn2 ckp beli baju utk raya siap2 ker.. Tp bg I beli baju baru bukan utk hari Raya saje. Everyday we can shop till drop. Tmbahan skrg ni fashion berputar la blik pd zaman polka-dots and glitters. Means 60-an la. Sun shades besaq2 penampaq ni tak payah dok cakap la.. siap ada diamond finishing lg kt cermin. Fuh..! fashionista sgt.

Emm.. speaking of fashion sje mesti tak bleh berhenti. Tp sesetengah golongan. Walaupn fashion berubah. Tetap dengan his own style. Still vogue.. nice.

Ops..! nk cakap pilih bulu. Ops..Bulu.. ok stop. Bukan pilih bulu. Bukan tak mau enjoy dgn kwn2 len. Sesetengah tu kalu jmpa je. “Hang semakin kekwat la ni noh..” kata Yugie masa jumpa kt Salon Ally. Erk..! bukan kekwat u ols. Masa utk jmpa tu tak sepadan dan mek terpaksa pilih event mengikut keutamaan. Sorry la. Zaman dah berubah, Dunia dah maju (iklan Berita Harian plak pass-by katanya)

Since my schedule dh pn penuh smpai This National Day. Selamat menyambut Hari kemerdekaan ke-51. Jgn lupa plak. 1 hb September akan berpuasa di Bulan Ramadhan. Bulan posa schedule kurang skit kot. Baju2 yg sendat pn kurang diperagakan la.. Org kata tanda hormat.

Dengarnyer tahun ni , Raya pakat2 nk buat jubah moden.. busana Muslim la katakan.. yg nak buat potongan Empire waist pn ada.. salute la.. Confirm Pak Imam silap baca Khutbah pagi Raya ni.. hehehe..

Tgk skrg pn byk kwn2 dah advance sgt. Dari yg nek moto rempit ala-ala slow motion (ikut undang2 Jalan Raya) skrg dh tukar dgn race keta, ala-ala-laa~.. Dan dari dok goyang barang2 dalaman skrg dh dok goyang kaki dgn mesin jahit buat curtain smpai 60KM katanyer. Emm.. Impressive. Ada yg dari tanam Okid kecil-kecilan dh bt Taman Okid depan umah dan trus ‘kami’ angkat dia sbagai “Ratu Okid”. Congratulation. Harap tahun ni boleh p lawan Okid of The Year kt Geneva. Okid Khaltom dgn Okid Tunku Bainun jd tumpuan skrg plak.. Tak lupa la Datin Shon yg dok kelupoq (makan Hati) tgk Okid Garden “Ratu Okid” kita nih.. hehe.. (sorry Lady.. your mom still in our list when we were talking ‘bout orchids)

Dari bangun tido lambat tiap hari, skrg bgn awal pikir café business. Alhamdulillah, dengar2 tu perniagaan semakin naik tgn. Dan dgrnyer gak tgn dia pn skrg dh ada ‘cincin’ baru. Wah! Double tahniah.

But anyway, 13 hb Ogos adalah bukan dlm bulan Ramadhan. Jadi adik2 boleh menonton teater berkisar kehidupan Nyah kt Taman Budaya Alor Star. (make-up lite2 sudah la, takot kna serbu plak) Kwn2 gk la yg dok berlakon. Superstarnyer, Kak Yus kita la.. mantap lakonan sebelum ni pun.. Tahniah..

So.. conclusion dia.. Great to have such improvement dlm diri. Walaupun sesetengah tu terpaksa struggle dgn berbagai dugaan. Keep on Maju yea.!!

From the eyes of Rania Escova.

Daa~